Wednesday, April 27, 2011

Next week..

Next week dan sampai laaa cuti pengal Farina xakn blog..huh..
sebab masuk hostel daahh..
Hari isnin ni..officially in the new life of hostel..
Independent..and still independent..
InsyaAllah I can improve my grades when I live in hostel..
Gotta work hard..!
Mid year exams is just around the corner and...I didnt study yet..
TT..TT
Waaaaaaaaaaaah.
Nak kate procrastinate..tak la sangat..maybe I do my work too slow kot?
Hmm..entah la..hoping I will find out the answer soon..*ceeehhh!*
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I miss home...
I miss my parents...
I miss my mom;
today in the morning,on the way to the school I was listening to radio show..
the radio peeps suppose to pretend as the kerani laa..asking the "mom" why didnt she go
to the parent's meeting of the girl-that-wants-to-trick-her-mom..so I was listening to the prank call tu la..then teringat ke my mom..and my eyes were watery abit..mane elok kalo mate merah pagi2..mse gi sekolah plak tu..
I know some of you guys going to say..Anak manja la plak..
Well yes, I admit I mmg anak manja ponn, salah kee?
My mom is like across the world..and ni first time separate with her..its been 4 and half months dh..
I miss my dad too..
every time i hear something familiar sound, I've thought its him..
but unfortunately its not him.
Yea...the smiles that I've always show, it may be not real..
cuz there's meanings behind the smiles.

I'm pretty much homesick most of everyday ..

BUT...
I'm going to put that feeling away..
I'm a good girl...keke..
and focus on school shits...opps I mean.School.
...crap.

Macam ni

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