I dislike study group.

*BURP* Alhamdullilah...Yes. I just ate my dinner. It was delicious ! Come to think of it I ate a lot 

this 2 weeks holidays..DAMN. I won't be surprised if I gained weight AHHHHHHH!  It's okay..I have to enjoy the moment <Like what Chocolate Dove wrapper told me> Haa..I love that part reading of from a chocolate wrapper, it makes you feels so good and like your in the right place. 

After tomorrow evening I'll be away from the INTERNET WORLD because I'll be going back to hostel.

Yup...I have to WORD HARDER AND TO THE FULLEST AND STUDYING AND ACE THE SUBJECTS THAT IM FAILING AT. 

Pray me that I'm going to get a good grades .

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Ya know, every time elder people asks which school I attend to and of course I would answer it and guess what all of their expression are almost the same..

"Ohhhhhhhhh...." that's their word and suddenly they changes the topic. 

Not to brag but my school is pretty famous thanks to the seniors that I never met make the name and changed the normal school into a Cluster school..

As what I'm trying to say is they probably think I'm smart, VERY VERY VERY SMART .

Thanks to the school but in reality, I'm not smart.

I fails a lot. I never pass additional mathematical and physics. After I moved back from United States, my grade results always have 3 or 4 failed subjects. I only got A and that is English.  Thanks to living in states for 4 years, but I got B in my mid-year. SINCE THEY CHANGED THE GRADING SYSTEMS MY GRADES STAYS THE SAME . I'm suppose to get better grades than before but noooooooooooo. 

=.= 

I don't blame the grading systems though...I blame myself for not studying more harder.

I'm satisfied with my grades except physics, english, and chemistry.. 

I did made a progress..hehe. 

I'm just a slow-pick-up kind of students. I don't like study groups, even though some says it helps . Well it didn't really help to me..

I like to study alone and understands it before doing the study groups. 

...

aha......well...I thought I'm going to write about Guys and Soccer game

but it turns out to be about my academics life(?) 

He looks good on that ..

Ha...apakah yang looks very good on him? and WHO'S HIM?

Well..I can't say his name in public because I don't think he's that special enough to put his real name and people that ACTUALLY KNOWS HIM and obviously me will become awkward ...let just put him as a "The boy in striped sweater"

ahaha no it does not have anything to do with "The boy in striped pajamas" but that book is good..wait I don't read the book, I watch the movie..aha..Its a great book .

So what happened to The Boy in striped sweater ? Well...nothing really.

I was dreaming..I was at this wonderful restaurant and 2 or 3 tables away from me...THERE IT IS THE BOY IN STRIPED SWEATER eating alone..

He looked so cute ! 

I mean his styles are WAYYYYYYYYYY DIFFERENT than real life..

-cough- 

No, He's not my crush. 

Should stop wondering why and get to it

Hoot. Assalamualaikum .

Yes. Yes. Hours ago I check my 'E-pantau' shitty thingy...ha..

well its not worse than before but it still consider as worse ! 

Next exam is my damn SPM TRIALS . OH ALLAH. 

In my life I never really give up but I let it flow like that without changing anything..is that the same thing as giving up? I don't think its the same but..yeah..

Chemistry, Physic, Add math and LK..I knew I'm going to get low grades on those four subjects ESPECIALLY PHYSIC, ADD MATHEMATICAL, CHEMISTRY and ENGINEERING DRAWING..

Oh wait..its all four. yeah. fk that. Wait no..I can't..I need to ace it....not really ace it but getting higher grade before SPM coming. 

-sigh-

-sigh-

-sigh-

-sigh-

I know sighing won't do shit but I CAN'T HELP IT. 

MY ENGLISH GOT LOW . LIKE . What. The. F...u..dge ! 

AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!I teared up a bit when I found out about my grade on ENGLISH !

WHYY..WHYY..WHY..

I mean why does English have to be soooo specific ! VERY VERY VERY SPECIFIC . 

I got the right answer but nooooooooooooooooooooo yall wants the VERY SPECIFIC ANSWERS.

=.=

Yes. As you can see I'm not satisfied with English Literature syllabus in Malaysia.. but it's okay..

I need to work harder and harder and harder. 

I shouldn't go crazy..I might go insane. haa..no its not the same, the spelling is different. 

Okay. I'm going crazy . 

*runningaroundincircles*

Couple ? In relationship ?

Assalamualaikum...

ya..sekarang sudah pukul 1 pagi dan I feel like blogging entah kenapa rasa macam nak blog 

pagi- pagi buta ni walaupun tak ada IDEA langsung or what-so-ever la. 

Tapi ni cerita or more likely nak bagi tahu sesuatu..la..

Kalau bab-bab couple ni kan..I rather do it after high school la...kenapa? entah..rasa macam lagi best.

Nak kata ada experience...tak ada la pulak . 

Jangan nak sedap hati kata tak ada orang nak...ada, cuma orang tak showing off la buat apa showing off

bukan nye dapat hadiah apa pun kalau dapat hadiah tak apa la jugak..setiap minggu tukar orang .

Setiap minggu tu la dapat hadiah lain . 

Kan best kalau couple dalam marriage..kan kan kan..tak buat dosa langsung . 

Kawan - kawan saya in a relationship sekarang kenapa tak berceramah jeeeee dekat dia orang ?

SEBAB buang masa ada la..dia orang tu bukannya nak dengar..ALL OF THEM ARE LUST .

Lama kelamaan dia orang akan sedar juga..yang mana dosa dan yang mana pahala...

tapi I'm scared too..kalau la saya buat benda yang sama..tak ke orang akan kata I'm two-faced ..hmm..yang

tu tak nak terjadi tapi nak buat macam mana kan..kalau banyak sangat cakap pasal benda ni nanti kita sendiri yang terkena...hehehe. Alhamdullilah, I'm not one of those peeps and won't be . 

Kay la nak chow and hit the hay...

Assalamualaikum 

and enjoy this little Mblaq happy dancin' gif.