Should stop wondering why and get to it

Hoot. Assalamualaikum .

Yes. Yes. Hours ago I check my 'E-pantau' shitty thingy...ha..

well its not worse than before but it still consider as worse ! 

Next exam is my damn SPM TRIALS . OH ALLAH. 

In my life I never really give up but I let it flow like that without changing anything..is that the same thing as giving up? I don't think its the same but..yeah..

Chemistry, Physic, Add math and LK..I knew I'm going to get low grades on those four subjects ESPECIALLY PHYSIC, ADD MATHEMATICAL, CHEMISTRY and ENGINEERING DRAWING..

Oh wait..its all four. yeah. fk that. Wait no..I can't..I need to ace it....not really ace it but getting higher grade before SPM coming. 

-sigh-

-sigh-

-sigh-

-sigh-

I know sighing won't do shit but I CAN'T HELP IT. 

MY ENGLISH GOT LOW . LIKE . What. The. F...u..dge ! 

AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!I teared up a bit when I found out about my grade on ENGLISH !

WHYY..WHYY..WHY..

I mean why does English have to be soooo specific ! VERY VERY VERY SPECIFIC . 

I got the right answer but nooooooooooooooooooooo yall wants the VERY SPECIFIC ANSWERS.

=.=

Yes. As you can see I'm not satisfied with English Literature syllabus in Malaysia.. but it's okay..

I need to work harder and harder and harder. 

I shouldn't go crazy..I might go insane. haa..no its not the same, the spelling is different. 

Okay. I'm going crazy . 

*runningaroundincircles*